Anywhere But Here by Mayday Parade

Tonight it's the one thing left
And I haven't said it yet
I'm falling, and the writing's on the wall

Today was misery
And I just can't believe this happened
And I finally broke down

She held on to my heart
But now my only star is falling,
And it's burning to the ground

Now I cry it out...

Secret love, my escape
Take me far far away
Secret love, are you there?
Will you answer my prayer?
Please take me anywhere but here

Anywhere but here...

You're all I've got right now
Noone else figures out this feeling,
And how lonely it can get

These words can cut right through
Cause all along I knew you're sorry
But you haven't said it yet

But I won't forget..

Secret love, my escape
Take me far far away
Secret love, are you there?
Will you answer my prayer?
Please take me anywhere but here

When we're together,
Thoughts of her disappear
If I fell to pieces, you'd heal this pain I feel

Secret love, my escape
Take me far far away
Secret love, are you there?
Will you answer my prayer?

Secret love, my escape
Take me far far away
Secret love, are you there?
Will you answer my prayer?
Please take me anywhere but here
Anywhere but here...



- It don't have to be a secret love, anyone will do.

Hey. My mom just cut my fringe. Lol. I can hardly see before that. But I wanted to go to the salon cause it's... safer. But it's okay I guess. At least I can see now. Hmm before that had guitar lesson. And before that, I was sleeping. Y'know what I dreamt? It was totally ridiculous and random. I dreamt that I was with some seniors that I don't know at McDonald's, then all of them had coke but they ran out of coke so they gave me kelp juice. Wth?! Yes, KELP. If you have no idea what kelp is, here. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kelp It tasted horrible.

Was texting Eugene and Van last night since I turned off my computer earlier cause my mom was nagging. But Eugene went to sleep at 2 plus so continued chatting with Van till, um, I have no idea.

Right. I wanna go have KFC with Van soon. Her quiz about cheese fries is... making me hungry.

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edit/6:23PM

Conclusion : I suck in Solitaire. -_- Actually the only reasion I went to play Solitaire was that I was extremely bored. AND, the only reason I could win(twice only, though) was cause I did this all the time :

Anyway, Van's currently at NBPS having some dinner thingy cause her grandfather donated money to our primary school and thus she's invited to the dinner thingy. Lol. Rich ~

Right. I'm gonna go increase my win percentage of Solitaire. I'll show you all. >:D

VANESSA LEE. Thank you for that movie website. It saved my Monday. Hah. Well Van introduced me to some website to download movies and... yup. But apparently I don't know what to watch now. So I guess I'm gonna do a quiz.

What's your ring tone?
Jersey - Mayday Parade

Who's the 1st person that comes up under M?
Mae-Ann.

Who's the last person you called?
Xiao Jiao.

Who was your last missed call from?
My mom.

Who's the 1st person who comes up under C?
Candia.

Who's your speed dial number 2?
Home.

What does 3rd text in your inbox say?
LOL. Woah. Interesting. (Vanessa)

Who was your last received call from?
Home.

What does your 5th inbox text say?
LOL. How did it end? (Vanessa)

How many messages are currently in your inbox?
681.

What is the wallpaper?
Christofer Drew.

Since buying your phone, how many messages have you sent all together?
I don't know.

Who is the 7th message from in your in box?
Vanessa.

Who's the 1st person who comes up under B?
Baosheng.

How many bars of signal do you currently have?
Full.

What network are you on?
Starhub.

Name every person you have text messages from in box?
Uh... Xiao Jiao, Vanessa, Hwee Leng, my mother, Jolene, Jessica, Melissa, Erick, Ang Guan, Jacy, Jia Wei, Renald, Mr White, Wan Yong, Ben, Jessica's mother, Eugene, Joseph, Yuan Shan, Wei Chen, Wei Ling, Adeline, Xin Yin, my tuition teacher, Ivan, Sheng Rong, Stephanie Yong, Stephanie Yip, Pamela, Yue Ling, Ee Jun, Jessie, Claire, Shervinder, Vivian, Kenneth, Shanmugan, Mae-Ann, Amirul, Taufiq, Xue Er.

Wow was that really necessary? ==

What does your 20th text message in your inbox say?
Okay. I go down. (Jolene)

Who is the first person in your contacts?
Adeline.

Who is the last name in your contacts?
ZhiWei.

What does the bottom text in your inbox say?
And wasn't that like awesome? (Taufiq)

What is your screen saver?
Christofer Drew.

What is your balance?
I use line.

Who is the last person under H?
Hwee Leng.

What is your bluetooth name?
Nevershoutnever <3
(I ran out of ideas okay. ==)

How many numbers are in your phone?
Um... a lot?

Whats the first video on your phone of?
Qingwei jumping down from the playground last year.

Could you live without it?
Yes.

What is the 3rd picture on your phone?
Serene and me.

Okay great 15 minutes is gone. What to do for the rest of the night? ): I slept at like 5am yesterday. -_- Oh yeah, ttyl by Lauren Myracle and Pucker by Melanie Gideon are not nice books. At least I finished reading ttyl, but after reading 2 chapters of Pucker, I put it down and went to sleep. == Actually I think I've been sleeping very late the whole of this year. The earliest I slept was 11pm? Hmm idk. Except for my opt, where I was unconsious for I don't know how many hours. Haha I miss the hospital. The latest is... hmm I didn't sleep at all. The night is awesome. :D And I'm normally not hungry in the day but I'm hungry in the night. Hah, weird.

Bye. (:

Sigh, another day of my life wasted doing nothing useful. Oh, and my speaker isn't working. :\

edit/11:27PM
My speaker's working again. (: I just restarted my computer about an hour ago and then it's fine. Well anyway, I have no plans for the whole of next week. How pathetic. == Well, except for guitar lessons on Tuesday which doesn't takes up much time at all and drama on Wednesday.

My mom keeps asking me to turn off the music. ):

Hello. :D Today was super fun ~ Met Jolene and her sis at 12.15pm, then trained to church. Had Fear Factor event! Okay, they didn't make us eat crickets and mealworms(my sources were wrong D:), but they did made them do other disgustng stuffz. D: (Just to clarify, I didn't sign up. Whee ~) First they made Valencia drink soy sauce. That was nothing compared to the other stuffs. Erika burshed her teeth with wasabi and then rinsed it with Listerine. Then they made Matthew eat 5 snails. OMG. They showed us the snails and they were super gross. But Matthew just chomped(is that a word?) them down really quickly. Anyway uh, they made Pauline drink a cup of milk and raw eggs and 2 other person drink tuna, chilli, and 2 others really gross things which I forgot, blended together. They also made Jordan and another guy eat their hair. Lol!

And uh. Some other stuffs which I forgot. There were 25 teams and 10 teams got into round 2. The ten teams(consisting of 4 ppl each) had to drink 4 cups of "herbal tea", 1 cup per person. It looked nothing like herbal tea lor. It looked like mud and you could see the stuffs that looked like sediments there. According to Xiaojiao, it tasted nothing like herbal tea too. They told us they added bittergourd and some other stuffs inside. Well anyway, the 4 teams who drank finished the fastest made it into the last round. For the last round, you had to like dig into this totally grossed pail of bread and other stuffs mixed in water to find 4 pieces of eel chopped up. Yeah, eel. ._. Weird. Anyway, then they had to dip their head into this huge tank filled with fishes. The team who completed the fastest won, which was Erika's team. (:

Well after the totally gross Fear Factor, had sermon, then service ended around 4pm. Went to Terminal 1 with zone F for lunch/dinner. Then went to Terminal 3 to just hang out and stuffs. Finally got home earlier today, at 9pm. My mom was satisfied lol.

Can't wait for service next week ~

Woots! Super happy. Woke up at like 1pm, then went out with my mom to Northpoint around 2pm. Waited for her to have lunch, then went to the Converse shop. Saw Ang Guan on the way lol. Bought my bag and wallet yay. :D Bought a pencil case too cause it was on promotion. Vanessa, Luqman and Atika came to find me, while my mom went to shop. Atika left, then Luqman left then carried on walking with Van. We saw WW. LOL. Interesting... So uh. We've been to NP so many times and walked around it sooo many times I think we already memorized the shops and stuffs lol. We walked around NP for like an hour more then went to meet my mom at the library at 3.45pm. Borrowed books, of which one is a Chinese book cause I need it for my holiday homework(of which I have not started). Had a hard time cause I couldn't read the title and stuffs. -_- So in the end I just searched for a super thin book. :D

So uh, we tried to borrow the books cause Vanessa hasn't borrowed a book for 8 years and the previous time I went to the library, I went up to the counter cause my card was malfunctioning. It was... pretty interesting. Lol. We didn't expect it to be so easy cause the previous time, uh, stuffs happened. The library was very quiet. Too quiet. We left the library and saw Qianqi and Shazwani. Yay juniors. (: At first I had no idea who it is that was so enthusiastic in seeing us. Haha. Well anyway. We went home at like 4.30pm. Uh, right. Bye.

CONVERSE ~~ ($200 more, Van, $200. D:)

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edit : 7:17PM

I needa go down and buy dinner now. -_- Lazy. And I'm not even hungry.

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8:59PM
I AM SO BORED. Van is (probably) still sleeping. Jiawei just left.

The reason I posted that was cause JW's birthday is the 10th of Feb and mine is the 10th of July. Today is the 6th of Nov. Haha. We were just bored. D: There's church tomorrow! Having Fear Factor event. Heard from certain sources that they're making us eat crickets, mealworms and stuffs. Thank God I didn't sign up ~

Wake up. Grab a brush and put on a little make up. Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup. Why'd you leave the keys up on the table. There you go create another fable. You wanted to grab a brush and put on a little makeup.You wanted to hide the scars to fade away the shakeup. You wanted to. Why'd you leave the keys up on the table. I dont think you trust in my self righteous suicide. I cry when angels deserve to die. In my self-righteous suicide, I cry when angels deserve to die.

Yes I'm posting again. -_- That shows how bored I am. My mom's not busy anymore and she say not to go out cause it's raining. Aw. The rain is awesome man. Plus it's not as if you'll get wet in the shopping centre. ): Well I'll post again, if I get my bag and wallet today.

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12:05AM
I am incredibly bored. -_- So uh. Ripped a quiz off Van's blog.

The Basics
Describe yourself in three words. : Seriously, I have no idea.
Are you a daydreamer?: Sort of.
Do you misspell words a lot?: No.
Do you read a lot?: Yes.
Do you watch a lot of movies?: Sort of.

What's
One of your most embarrassing moments?: Uh. I don't know.
Something in your wallet that people don't normally carry?: Nooraini's nametag and a picture of a whale, octopus and sheep that Stephanie drew.
Something about your physical appearance you'd like to change?: Hair colour.
Something about your partner you wish you could change?: I don't have a partner.
Something you and your partner disagree on?: I don't have a partner.

Who is
The smartest person you know?: Uh, a teacher?
Someone you watch on tv and would love to meet?: Jennette McCurdy? Idk, I don't watch TV much.
The one singer you'd love to meet?: CHRISTOFER DREW INGLE.
The most responsible person in your family?: My... mom?
Your second best friend?: Second? Which definition of second?

Do you...
Pay your bills on time?: I don't have to pay bills.
Have a savings account?: Yes.
Travel often?: Within Singapore, yes.
Play boardgames?: Not really.
Own more than one vehicle?: No.

Have you
Been to the doctor in the last month?: Nope.
Been sick in the last week?: No.
Colored your hair in the past week?: Nope.
Done something nice for someone this week?: Yes. (:
Ever felt the need to just walk away?: Yes.

Who are you?
What's the farthest you've been from home?: Malaysia? Yes I haven't travelled far. -_-
Who do you look up to most?: Pastor How and Pastor Lia.
What did you watch on tv last night?: Didn't watch TV.
What classes are you/did you take in school?: Um, y'know, the usuals.
What type of music do you listen to?: A wide variety.

Where
If you could travel anywhere in the world, where would you go?: Joplin, Missouri. (:
Where do you put your keys when you are home?: Table.
Where do you keep your purse/wallet when you're home?: My bag.
Where is the last place you peed besides a toilet?: Idk.
Where did you last go on vacation?: Many many many many many years ago so idk.

Have You...
Ever pretended to be someone else online?: Yes.
Ever bought something from an infomercial?: No.
Ever driven over 100mph?: No.
Stubbed your toe so hard you thought you broke it?: Yes.
Ever had a wild animal in your yard?: No.

I'm done. It's really cold. But I like the cold. Rained so much today. (: I hope it rains again tomorrow. Confirmed with my mom just now that we're going to NP tomorrow to get my bag and wallet. (: Shall go read now. Nightz people.